i saw the twinkliness again
stars crept in the window sideways and bounced off her smile
love poured from her eyes and the area where the love intersected with the star/smile was a twinkly wonderfullness
it exists in the world
this magic
this taste of forever
im so fortunate to have tasted it
and im getting addicted to the taste
not stalker, teen angst lonely fuelled young deniro in taxi driver greedy addiction
even tho she is just as gorgeous as jodi foster was to bobby d
my addiction is to the love i know she has for me
the look in her eyes
the feel of her on my lap
the sound of her laughter
the idea that my hilarity will make her piss her pants
im a sophisticated lover
im trying to get my baybee to pee her pants
my second grade lovestyle is perfect for this mission
my second grade brain is too
i still believe in the purity of love
i yearn for my next taste
and am thankful for the reminder
i knd of like her ambrisia in my mouth
i hope to taste more of her ambrosia
soon
im an unrepentant ambrosia addict

just another electrically charged water bag
sloshing around
oozing towards the drain

it starts with an observed twinkliness in another water bag
the twinkliness ignites my twinkle receptors,
long thought dead,
they now dominate this water bag's system
the love virus?
i got it
the twinkly eyed flu
yeah that too
when a once inert water bag becomes ionized as i have life becomes wonderful again
instead of wonderfully sad
or tragic, what a waste of potential!
i wasnt wasting my potential
i was saving it for the right time
sheperding my resources for the right situation
waiting for a sign from the universe that this was the one
thanks universe for the sign
the same twinkling i saw in the stars i would stare at for hours on my back
when the skys were darker and i was younger
the twinkling of forever

walking to meet my lover in the dark
she, crouched behind a dumpster, waiting
my love is not this undignified
my love is universal, eternal
so we will wait circumstance out
we will know in our bellies what the truth is
and let the world catch up
victorian era love without requital
all about manners and breeding and impossibility
i eat impossibility for breakfast
i devour it at lunch
for dinner i usually choose the all you can eat impossibuffet
only 9.99
it smellls vauguely shakespearian
this love that infests my thoughts
it puts a spring in my step
i dont care if it seems imaginary to most people
i know what i know
i have the taste in my mouth
i love her taste in my mouth
whats a few years mean to someone who has wasted his whole life?
i finally have a real goal
a real finish line
a reason to excell
here i was being nice to the other humans
humble even
not showing off
letting them get theirs
pardon my elbow
im getting thru here,
im grabbing this bit of heaven
dont get between me and my bliss
it could get testy
watch out world im waking up!